HEROS' AND RAPISTS THEY ALL HAVE NICE FACES........*

dam i gotin a fight at skewl!!!!!!!!! they suspended me for about a week or some shit like that. since i go to a christian private skewl (hello im atheist) well anyways its cuz this chick named summer got me mad and its very hard to get me mad cuz im a real mellow person when ppl do get me mad.................................. its really bad. she started saying that i think im the shit because my dad owns a chain of tattoo shops called, THE HOUSE OF PAIN, and like i didnt care when she like sed it its just thet she was annoying me and got up in my face and i got mad and attacked her visiously and the teacher called the worst person an the planet (principle) and i got thrown out and whatever at least im not listenin to sum dipshit that doesnt know what the hell he's talking about

me and boy friend joe have always been friends since practically 3yrs old. i would have never imagined the day we would finally be a couple. i mean i was crushing on him my whole entire life! i wouldnt have the guts to go up to joe and say, " hey i really like u and stuff "! i love his long gorgeous hair, his muscels........... hahaha pretty much everything about him! o and i foraot to mention about heidi. we are no longer a couple. it sucks but i have joe <3!!!!!!!!!!! well anywho as i was saying he was the one that asked me to be his girl friend! like in my head i was all woooooooooooo fuck yes!!!!!!!! and the best part is i dont have to break any krissy rules for him! like we see each other everyday and stuff! im so happy. this got me over my suicidal thoughts! im just so pumped up! like since i dont like disscussing my dating life to my parents i think i will.........but i dont wanna at the same time. hmmmmmmmmmmm....... what ever! i just feel so free!!!!!!!!!!! love is a huge i mean really huge word for me so like i guess i REALLY REALLY like joe<3! haha!XOXOXOXO out to my joe joe <3!

i had the rave!!!!!!!!! it was badass!!! i wasnt expecting alot of ppl to show up! like everybody was talking bout it and shit!!!! like i know how to rebel so it was fun. my rents were outta town so it was kinda an all nighter ! like alot of hot guys n gals were there so i was all talkin to them. oh wait whats a good rave without kegs n alcohol haha! everybody bassically got fucked up lol! n it was loud! my rave wasin the middle of fuckin nowhere so like it nvr got raided. although some kids said it would cuz of the signs. the signs were just like poster boards with glowsticks on em. its not like ima gonna write RAVE! on them. haha it was the most BANGIN party of my life!!!!!!!!!!

wel ima gona have a rave!!!! cant wait all peeps are talking bout it t in school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk it was just a random idea and instead of going to raves all the time i get to throw one of my own!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! its gona be like kickass with the techno,drinks,dancin, and a lot of other cool stuff. i just hope that the cops dont raid it though.

my bff violette is being like so mean to me...... like i dont know what i did i love her with all my heart dearly. she like just blew up and i feel bad. seriously i dont wanna lose another friend. well lets just see what happends :(

 

well i like heidi but its long distance .................................................................. like she asked me out i said yes but like idk if i wanna break it off or not. already broke 2 krissi rules for her and thats not fair 4 me. i didnt tell her that but you know i dont wanna hurt her. since we live like bout 25 miles apart we dont go to the same schools. and i have been diggin a guy at my school. BUT i have managed to talk to heidi and she said we can try to make it work. im just worried that she might cheat on me or something. im a very faithful person so it would suck if she did. idk all my friends say just to go out with my crush sebastian and just leave hiedi. NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!! i really like her

ha ha i found someone i actually like!!!!!!!!

:)

i love heidi........................

i know she wants me....jk!

krissi + heidi = love

i love everybody!

mostley heidi hehehe!!!!!!!!!!

peace out!

 

immmm suuuuuuuuupppppppppeeeeeeeeerrrr hungry!!!!!!!!!

my dad was all askin meh how i get my hurrrr so big

o i dyed my hurr black n put green n pink coon stripes ohhh yeah!!!!!!

chea!!!!!!!!!!!!

i had a weird dream....... i dont member it though >:(

ohhhh yeahhh!!!!!!!!! im runnin 4 homecoming court!!!!!!!!!!!!

&hearts; ! 

well i came out to my parents about being bi............................... not good of a response. well i needed to tell my parents because there was rumors about it and they wanted to see if it was true. i told them i was. coming from a religous family they  kicked me out. so i just left and i guess im staying at my bff's house. wll im sad a little they know where im at and they havent called back. im doing okay but idk if they want me there at all.:(

immmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

yeah i got dumped it kinda sucks cuz we still go to the same school and wat not. but i gotta say i handeld it pretty well!:) he was all like, "i think we need to go our seperate ways."  i didnt care cuz i had alot in my mind and i was thinking of ending it anyways............im hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................anywho well i found out the reason he dumped me is cuz he was talking to his ex gf and she was all like," she could be 2timein u since it is the summer" and he listened to he instead of me.......he can go suck an egg 4 all i care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i turned 15 and it was cool i guess........cuz all the kids i hate went to my party and were all dissing my friends so i told them to leave. i felt like a bitch though but i rememberd all the stuff they told me so it was no problamo. other than that it was down! well i was talking to my mom earlier and she kinda gets me now cuz shw thought i was being all dramatic when i told her that i hated living there at my house . that made me kinda happy but i feel like alot of people dont know who i am

yeah, i had a relapse of not tryin to cut my self but i guess it didnt work out .... but how can they not expect me to do it !!!!!!!!!!! my family is insane they are always yelling at me about the most random things and i dont look foward to an other day at school cuz all the jocks,preps,or anyone that doesnt like emos yells at me oh my god i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!! id like to move schools but they wont do it ...my parents never listen to me its like they dont even know im ever there. the only ones i got are my friends and shit GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!! its like im suffacating in my own house well at least i have a diary...i guess i could tell or write things in it i couldnt even tell my boyfriend or dog, and maybe ive been thinking i should just run away like next week with one of my friends or just live on my own my sis said if i ever ran away she wouldnt care also my big bro said that well i really knew i could count on them 4 a change and stuff i dont even know why im still here? but i wonder what i say to get them all pissed off and stuff im like um.........................k?????????????? i guess its lke they see the slits on my wrists and they just say im wierd but those kids have no fucking idea what i go through.....