Awwwwwwman's Journals

fight, fight , fight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!D:

dam i gotin a fight at skewl!!!!!!!!! they suspended me for about a week or some shit like that. since i go to a christian private skewl (hello im atheist) well anyways its cuz this chick named summer got me mad and its very hard to get me mad cuz im a real mellow person when ppl do get me mad.................................. its really bad. she started saying that i think im the shit because my dad owns a chain of tattoo shops called, THE HOUSE OF PAIN, and like i didnt care when she like sed it its just thet she was annoying me and got up in my face and i got mad and attacked her visiously and the teacher called the worst person an the planet (principle) and i got thrown out and whatever at least im not listenin to sum dipshit that doesnt know what the hell he's talking about

there's something about joe...

me and boy friend joe have always been friends since practically 3yrs old. i would have never imagined the day we would finally be a couple. i mean i was crushing on him my whole entire life! i wouldnt have the guts to go up to joe and say, " hey i really like u and stuff "! i love his long gorgeous hair, his muscels........... hahaha pretty much everything about him! o and i foraot to mention about heidi. we are no longer a couple. it sucks but i have joe <3!!!!!!!!!!! well anywho as i was saying he was the one that asked me to be his girl friend! like in my head i was all woooooooooooo fuck yes!!!!!!!! and the best part is i dont have to break any krissy rules for him! like we see each other everyday and stuff! im so happy. this got me over my suicidal thoughts! im just so pumped up! like since i dont like disscussing my dating life to my parents i think i will.........but i dont wanna at the same time. hmmmmmmmmmmm....... what ever! i just feel so free!!!!!!!!!!! love is a huge i mean really huge word for me so like i guess i REALLY REALLY like joe<3! haha!XOXOXOXO out to my joe joe <3!

how da rave went down!!!!!!!!!!!!

i had the rave!!!!!!!!! it was badass!!! i wasnt expecting alot of ppl to show up! like everybody was talking bout it and shit!!!! like i know how to rebel so it was fun. my rents were outta town so it was kinda an all nighter ! like alot of hot guys n gals were there so i was all talkin to them. oh wait whats a good rave without kegs n alcohol haha! everybody bassically got fucked up lol! n it was loud! my rave wasin the middle of fuckin nowhere so like it nvr got raided. although some kids said it would cuz of the signs. the signs were just like poster boards with glowsticks on em. its not like ima gonna write RAVE! on them. haha it was the most BANGIN party of my life!!!!!!!!!!

wow! rave!!!!!!

wel ima gona have a rave!!!! cant wait all peeps are talking bout it t in school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk it was just a random idea and instead of going to raves all the time i get to throw one of my own!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! its gona be like kickass with the techno,drinks,dancin, and a lot of other cool stuff. i just hope that the cops dont raid it though.

i don't know what i've done :(

my bff violette is being like so mean to me...... like i dont know what i did i love her with all my heart dearly. she like just blew up and i feel bad. seriously i dont wanna lose another friend. well lets just see what happends :(

desisions

well i like heidi but its long distance .................................................................. like she asked me out i said yes but like idk if i wanna break it off or not. already broke 2 krissi rules for her and thats not fair 4 me. i didnt tell her that but you know i dont wanna hurt her. since we live like bout 25 miles apart we dont go to the same schools. and i have been diggin a guy at my school. BUT i have managed to talk to heidi and she said we can try to make it work. im just worried that she might cheat on me or something. im a very faithful person so it would suck if she did. idk all my friends say just to go out with my crush sebastian and just leave hiedi. NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!! i really like her

DDAMN!!!!!!!!! (hiedi)!

ha ha i found someone i actually like!!!!!!!!

i love heidi........................

i know she wants me....jk!

krissi + heidi = love

i love everybody!

mostley heidi hehehe!!!!!!!!!!

peace out!

haha kool

immmm suuuuuuuuupppppppppeeeeeeeeerrrr hungry!!!!!!!!!

my dad was all askin meh how i get my hurrrr so big

o i dyed my hurr black n put green n pink coon stripes ohhh yeah!!!!!!

chea!!!!!!!!!!!!

i had a weird dream....... i dont member it though >:(

ohhhh yeahhh!!!!!!!!! im runnin 4 homecoming court!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ !

disowned D:

well i came out to my parents about being bi............................... not good of a response. well i needed to tell my parents because there was rumors about it and they wanted to see if it was true. i told them i was. coming from a religous family they kicked me out. so i just left and i guess im staying at my bff's house. wll im sad a little they know where im at and they havent called back. im doing okay but idk if they want me there at all.:(

hmmmmmmmmmm....................

immmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1